NF strikes again
Oct. 24th, 2010 02:01 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
Dammit dammit dammit. Shit shit shit.
So yeah. Last night the nerve pain in my right leg was back with a vengeance, strong enough to keep me up. I didn't get to sleep until some time past 6am (thank the gods today is Sunday).
[For those of you who haven't been reading me for years and don't know what I'm talking about, read here.]
Ibuprofen helped some, but not enough. And I don't have anything stronger anymore. Which means I'm probably going to have to go back to the neurologist and hope he's willing to give me medication without making me do an MRI to confirm what I already know is there, considering an MRI would mean me paying my entire deductible at once out of pocket and I definitely can't afford that until after Christmas.
Damn. I wonder if this one is really progressing faster than the last one or if it just feels that way because now I know what it is?
So yeah. Last night the nerve pain in my right leg was back with a vengeance, strong enough to keep me up. I didn't get to sleep until some time past 6am (thank the gods today is Sunday).
[For those of you who haven't been reading me for years and don't know what I'm talking about, read here.]
Ibuprofen helped some, but not enough. And I don't have anything stronger anymore. Which means I'm probably going to have to go back to the neurologist and hope he's willing to give me medication without making me do an MRI to confirm what I already know is there, considering an MRI would mean me paying my entire deductible at once out of pocket and I definitely can't afford that until after Christmas.
Damn. I wonder if this one is really progressing faster than the last one or if it just feels that way because now I know what it is?
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Date: 2010-10-29 08:38 am (UTC)Isn't there anyway you can check out a Free clinic or some other service to get the MRI?
Chronic illnesses are really something aren't they? Mine at least respond to medication, but I know that even managing a chronic illness takes a toll on the body. I wish you wellness, please be okay.
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Date: 2010-10-31 06:23 am (UTC)I hope you're feeling better now, and that your writing is going well too - looking forward to the next part of "Comrade"!
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Date: 2010-10-31 08:32 am (UTC)And I am working on Comrade, I promise :)