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Ok, this is clearly a bad week for medical stuff. Everyone I know has been having problems, myself included.
My big problem right now -- sleep issues. I've been waking up frequently every night since Sunday. And when I am asleep -- I have bad dreams. Horrible vivid disturbing nightmares. Everything from the mildly disturbing (being in a pool fool of disgusting dirty water and having no shower to wash the muck off) to the emotionally disturbing(having a nervous breakdown and having to take a leave of absense from work and live with friends) to exceedingly disturbing on all levels (being followed around by a man who wants to rape me, while my mother defends him and welcomes into the house despite my protests).
So yeah, that's just a small sampling of the dreams I've had lately. My mother suggested that it might be a side-effect of the Lexapro, but my doctor is out of town until Monday, so I'll have to wait until then to ask.
Meanwhile my friends, especially
shadesong, are having serious problems of their own, and there's nothing I can do to help. I hate feeling helpless.
My big problem right now -- sleep issues. I've been waking up frequently every night since Sunday. And when I am asleep -- I have bad dreams. Horrible vivid disturbing nightmares. Everything from the mildly disturbing (being in a pool fool of disgusting dirty water and having no shower to wash the muck off) to the emotionally disturbing(having a nervous breakdown and having to take a leave of absense from work and live with friends) to exceedingly disturbing on all levels (being followed around by a man who wants to rape me, while my mother defends him and welcomes into the house despite my protests).
So yeah, that's just a small sampling of the dreams I've had lately. My mother suggested that it might be a side-effect of the Lexapro, but my doctor is out of town until Monday, so I'll have to wait until then to ask.
Meanwhile my friends, especially
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Date: 2005-09-29 08:37 pm (UTC)Good luck. Nightmares suck.
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Date: 2005-09-29 08:56 pm (UTC)I've had daily headaches, almost low grade but still... and some not quite nightmares but not at all fun dreams the past month.
And i just noticed today that i forgot to put back the small gem yellow citrine crystal that i've always kept on my bed side table to ward off bad dreams* since cleaning up for the new heat system.
A month ago.
*that's one of its major *magical* properties that i've read since way back, not those new age attributions which i don't believe in.
I use a pure golden lemon yellow gem rough citrine, not those brownish points that you usually see.
It does seems to work, i never have nightmares :) I'll have to dig it out again...
Of course my apartment is full of protective dragons too, mostly jade. And ruby crystals and zuni fetishes...
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Date: 2005-09-29 09:10 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-09-29 09:31 pm (UTC)Not much fun.
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